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and so far it’s been a blast.  Many trips to camp to drop off and then a week later pick up the boys.  A great vacation in Gettysburg.  Fabulous day at AMNH.  Several baseball games.  Times at home just hanging out and having fun.

There has also been a lot of growing up, chased by bittersweet acceptance of these events.  Yes, we were able to do a lot this summer because the boys are getting “older”, but with getting older, you are no longer younger.  Younger Son went to Toys R Us the other night for the annual tradition of using his birthday club gift card from Geoffrey the Giraffe.  While there we learned the reason why Older Son has not yet received his card from Geoffrey.  He’s too old now.  Only goes till you’re ten.  Neither of us were ready for this and it was a sombre ride home.

They are almost done with visits from the tooth fairy.  Why?  They are almost out of teeth to leave for her.  Belief is still strong (why not? Free money!), but they only have three teeth left to lose.  It has brought each a new perspective about the importance of not taking things for granted and embracing childhood by fighting back more adult responsibility for as long as humanly possible.  Yes, Older Son can’t wait to be 16 so he would be old enough to volunteer at AMNH, but by that same time so many joys of childhood will have ended.  The birthday club realization seems to have slowed him down a bit.  They both have been more willing to simply be kids since that night.

They are also reminded regularly that they never have to really grow up.  Become an adult, yes, but grow up? Nah, I haven’t yet and am doing quite fine.  Now I have to go play with my Nerf gun.  Hubby and I are going to have a Nerf war.  They boys are making us do it.  Hubby’s Nerf gun is ready and on his desk, my gun has a dart jammed in so the war has been delayed.  Yep…our own guns, we don’t borrow from our sons. 😉

 

 

Since November I have been dealing with highly annoying sinus issues.  Initially I thought it was a botched root canal (the roots went into the sinus).  The drainage has not been what it should be and the post nasal drip is driving me crazy.  Sore throats…lost my voice over Christmas, though the boys loved the fact that I couldn’t yell at them the entire Christmas break.  Continued following the tooth theory all the way through pulling the damn thing.  Then I patiently waited for it to fully heal thinking then my head would clear out.  Nope, only got worse.

Then I remembered that a few years ago, seven years, actually, seven years ago, my neurologist mentioned my deviated septum.  First time anyone commented on it from my MRI of my head.  And I noticed how much more crooked my stupid nose is now.  So the new and improved theory is that it is the deviated septum that is the culprit.  It recently gave me labyrinthitis and vertigo.  And I’m so damn tired of antibiotics, you know, in case there is an infection.  I’ve been on seven rounds of amoxicillin since November.  That’s more antibiotics than I’ve been on in my life.

Tomorrow I go to the lovely ENT doc and I really hope he has a sinus and ear vacuum and will drain my head while I’m there.  I can’t sleep well, my timing is off, I’m awake late at night, exhausted at during the middle of the day, but can’t fall asleep easily, nor can I stay asleep for long times because my mucous filled head wakes me up.  Either is too stuffed to breathe properly or it decides to disgustingly drain so it can refill immediately, causing the inability to breathe again.  I can go through a box of tissues trying to keep up with this snot filled head.

I am glad the boys are at camp when it comes to this simply because they have been worrying about me.  They are rather cute when they come up to me, a little misty eyed, wondering when I will feel better.  And the “it’s-not” funny jokes do get a little old at times.  (It’s-not funny Mom is sick…it’s-not funny that Mom doesn’t feel well…)

ENT Doc better have an answer.  And I am more than happy to have the deviated septum undeviated.  As long as I can breathe.

While taking the boys to camp this afternoon, I wept silently several times.  Not just because I miss them while they are at camp, but because I loved what they were doing in the backseat.  They played with their stuffed animals that they were bringing to camp.  They created a whole universe in the backseat during the ride.  Blue Bear, Little Blue Bear, Elmo’s Blanket, T-Rex, Zarzac, and their little camp animals were knee-deep in it and all I know for certain is it involved codes, breaking said codes, the animals’ mothers, and some type of court.

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When we got to camp, I saw two mothers driving out of the camp, both wiping tears away from their eyes.  That got me going again.  We got them settled in their cabins, a very regular routine this summer, and then said our goodbyes.  On our way out of the camp, we dropped off the care packages.  Younger son will turn 9 this Thursday and that also helped me cry.  I hate like hell not being with him on his birthday, but he says he enjoys the celebration at camp.  Hearing their names called out even before they walked through the door today makes me believe everything they say about camp, so I trust he enjoys his birthday there.  Plus, they both get care packages in connection to it.

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After dropping off the care packages, we started the ride home and it felt longer.  I cried.  Hubby said each time they go to camp, they come home more grown up.  It’s true and it’s a good thing, but knowing that we dropped them off to some serious growing up on their own gives me pause and made me cry a little bit today.

I am so thankful we are able to send the boys to camp, to let them stand on their own, and grow in ways that they can’t when we’re around.  And even though they will be a little more grown up next Saturday, they’ll always be my babies.

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Labyrinthitus.  Yep, with positional vertigo. The world is spinning when I move and I’m not even drunk.  Not one drop of peppermint schnapps.  Yet the room spins as if I did.  Not supposed to drive either.  For a while. Yeah, that’ll happen.  Actually, Hubby will be doing the driving over the next week or so anyway, so in one sense, good timing.  The anti-vert script does NOTHING!  This sucks.

However, we do pick up older son tomorrow from camp. He has been there this past week for music camp. Younger son misses him.  So do I.

I am not a good patient when it comes to the “rest and don’t do a lot” direction. But then the room spins and I sit back down.

Welp, gonna go watch Labyrinth.

Quiet House

It’s an eerily quiet house.  The boys are at camp.  I am sure they are having a blast.  I am sure they miss us a little bit, but maybe not as much as we miss them.  While they are away, Hubby and I get to have a date night or two.  Plus we’re working on some house projects.  The boys picked out a swing-set and we are working to have it assembled before we pick them up on Saturday.  It’s cool-looks sort of like a light house and has a rock wall, slide, and little stools at a counter for snacks.

Plus there’s gardening (read weeding), cleaning, purging toys, and hanging the bloody border in our bedroom.

Tonight the fireworks started in the neighborhood and Rex has been scared since.  This is his least favorite week of the year.  Poor little guy.  He was outside with me as I checked the level of the ground (for the swing-set) and he let me brush him.  Once he stopped trying to run away from the brush, he discovered he liked it.  Hopefully, he’ll let me brush him again in a few days.  Poor little scaredy dog.

The kittens are huge, by the way.  Well, Loki is still petite, but Cujo and TJ are HUGE!  Big appetites for all three of them, not sure where Loki puts all the food.  I suppose it’s the same as where the boys put all the food they eat.

They love the food at camp.  Waffles, pancakes, eggs, bacon, and sausage at breakfast.  Wide variety for dinner, plus some camp classics like hot dogs, hamburgers, and of course…the snackery.

Tonight, the kittens are sleeping downstairs.  The boys took their fans to camp and their rooms became really stuffy.  The cats like “hunting” the beardies, so they can’t be upstairs when the doors are open.  Then I have to barricade the doors slightly so Rex doesn’t commandeer any of the boys belongings as his own!

Quiet house.  Eerily quiet house.

 

 

Ah, Spoiler Alerts

MacBeth was, in my humble opinion, some of the most amazing theater I have seen in a long time.  It was fun, full of energy, tragic too-don’t get me wrong with the fun comment, but there were some funny moments amongst all the death.  And so many aspects of theater were brought to the stage for the audience to experience making it quite easy to suspend disbelief for two hours.

First, I braved a tunnel for the first time in, like, 20 years for Kenneth Branagh.  Second, my bladder survived the over two hours with no intermission.  Bravo on both counts for me.

Tonight we will touch upon the concept of spectacle from Aristotle’s Poetics found in this smashing production of MacBeth.  And yes, I am biased because of Kenneth Branagh.  Spectacle–there was freakin’ rain in the theater.  Hello, rain. And mud.  And fire.  Obviously there was air too, so we’ve covered four elements.  The fifth element in my world was Leeloo Dallas, no, it was Kenneth Freakin’ Branagh.  The witches climbed up and down the henge, they floated, they cackled.  It looked like they used the same crap in their hair that I had to use in Oedipus.  What was that gross, nasty stuff called?  I can’t remember but it made your hair look dried out and greasy all at the same time.  You had to wash it three or four times to get it out of your hair–and I had short hair at the time!

The entire drill hall of the Armory was used.  You walk down a stone path surrounded by the Scottish countryside toward a henge.  Then, in the show, the army approaches through it, lanterns come floating forward, it gives the constant reminder of the vastness of the story and its place in the world.

The rain and the mud and the battles-the music of all the noises added to the spectacle of the entire production.The costumes had mud along the hems, their bare feet had to feel all squishy.  The bodies slammed into the walls of the audience, the swords clanging, the robed chanting people walking through the audience.  Hubby and I of course started hitting our heads on the significant beats during the chant…too many times watching Monty Python.

And mustn’t forget the language.  I loved hearing some of classic lines from this play that have worked their way into everyday use.  But mostly, to hear Kenneth Freakin’ Branagh talking, speaking and at times reminding myself I was sitting in the very space he was speaking in blew my mind.  And when love speaks the voice of all the gods make heaven drowsy with the harmony.  Can one voice harmonize with itself?  Sure sounded like it.

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June 8, 2014.  I will breathe the same oxygen as Kenneth Branagh.  Okay, technically, not the same, and every day we are breathing the same “air” but on June 8, 2014, it’ll be the shared air in the Armory.

Kenneth as MacBethJune 8, 2014.

Twelve years of marriage.  Fourteen years shared together.  Over ten years of parenting joy.  Two amazing sons.  A fantastic Adopted #3 Son.  Two dogs,  nine cats, two bearded dragons, countless fish, thousands of crickets (always temporary at best), multiple mealworm colonies, two rocket sleds, four POSs, a trip to India, honeymoon in Maine, many trips to Massachusetts, Maryland, Pennsylvania, New York, and all around New Jersey.  Millions of laughs, a bunch of tears, fair share of bouts of sickness or the “sicks”, plenty of morning sickness!  A bunch of theater productions, many sets built and taken down, many 50/50s sold.  Around 36 family board meetings, reunions up and down the east coast.  Many pink pigs, hundreds of Three Stooges, dozens of flights to the Moon and bushes of pink roses.  How do you sum up a marriage?  You can’t.  You can make a laundry list, like this, but it doesn’t capture the heart, the soul, the body, and the mind of a marriage.

Hubby, I love you wamhasabam aiaw faeaad.  Happy anniversary!

P.S. Yes, others have pointed out Hubby’s resemblance to Kenneth Branagh.

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Old fashioned watch your step  

 

Doubtful

After receiving two notices about an audition, I thought hmmm, maybe. I looked at my calendar and checked for conflicts. Show dates-clear. Rehearsals-a few conflicts, but seemed manageable.  Would karate start during the run? Maybe, but it would only be a week overlap. This may all seem presumptuous as I have not been cast…but it’s not. I don’t want to waste a director’s time so before even auditioning I want to make sure I can do it.  It all seemed good. Then I looked at the audition dates. I have conflicts with both options. Oops. Oh, well…maybe next time.

P.S. Four days till MacBeth.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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This is one comment from the latest round of spam comments.  I won’t say there isn’t a typo somewhere in my blog over the past three years, but really…”test the spelling” and “I in finding it very bothersome to tell the reality” “again again”.  Hee hee…it makes me giggle.

I truly realize the importance of proofreading,  That’s part of my day job.  But I did enjoy the cheesy comment.

Six more days till MacBeth…in case you’re counting.

June 8th…June 8th…Hubby and I will see Kenneth Branagh on stage in MacBeth.  Oh, and of course, celebrate our 12th wedding anniversary.  😉 How confident is my hubby to bring me to see Kenneth Branagh on our wedding anniversary?  It should be an amazing show and experience.  The boys were disappointed when they learned that they would not be joining us.  “But, Mom, it’s Kenneth Branagh.”  And they were even excited about the Shakespeare.

And the countdown continues…

Kenneth as MacBeth